My mom availed of this certain logistics company’s passport renewal service the other day. True, we were saved from going all the way to the Department of Foreign Affairs to queue up and go through all the red tape. But then we ended up waiting at home all day for the company’s representative to show up with the papers we had to sign. The annoying this is that we didn’t know what time he would arrive so we had to call off all our tasks for the day.

After signing the papers, my mom decided not to proceed to her duties in Bulacan and instead treated Tisay and I to a few hours in the mall. It was Tisay’s first time in a mall. What a cute thing. She was gushing at almost everything she saw and was chasing any small kid we bumped into as if they were her friends.

I had little to do last Sunday, though I had a finals exam in Communication 141 the next day, so when Bianca asked me to help out in her group’s Film 114 shoot, I said yes. She did play as our cinematographer in our own Film 114 shoot. Let me tell you, you won’t survive in the film institute without good working and cordial relations with your batchmates or film orgmates. We all become each other’s production assistants, cinematographers, production managers, assistant directors, etc. from one production to another, which I can say is selfless in a way since we’re all good friends anyway. In reality we are also ‘paid’ with food and perhaps in the intangible assurance that your film friends will help you out in your own productions. It’s all mutual.

The shoot was in some mansion in Alabang. The shoot lasted the whole day till around 9 in the evening, but I left Alabang before the sun went out because I still had an exam to study for the next day. I took a 1.5-hour bus ride all the way back to Quezon City.

I did notice that most of our batch’s Film 114 productions this semester have bed scenes. What a binding motif. Hehe.

I spent my late afternoon till evening last Friday with some friends from Mass Comm surveying an area in Quezon City for Kabataan Party, which we will be campaigning for in the next few weeks (which I’ll try to do while trying to complete a 100-hour internship in a month).

Fortunately, military personnel and alleged ex-communist rebels out to demonize partylist groups like Kabataan Party, in behalf of the present administration obviously, aren’t present in our designated area. Yet.

It seemed quite weird, especially for the candidates like me who lost, but our college party held a small thanksgiving and victory gathering yesterday at the Film Department lobby. What’s more weird, we even invited our opponent party. All’s well, however. Like what we’ve always said, STAND-UP is and will continue to be present, election season or not.

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I still feel disoriented. For the past month or so, my routine has been irregular, what with my neophyte phase, and then the weeks-long election season. Now, everything seems weird to me. No more student council work, no more ‘initiation sessions’, no more elections. Everything’s ‘back to normal’ and yet I’m still heavily hung up from all the irregularities that have happened. I’m not even used to being online all the time anymore. I’ve been trying and I’ve been getting back into my ‘old routine’ the past days. There’s just less than two weeks of school days left however, so it’s not really getting back to a regular routine because these weeks are hell weeks. It also doesn’t help that I’ve given up and missed a lot of things, most are academic, the past month because of my extra-curricular and political preoccupations.

Last Monday, I was able to attend assemblies of my two orgs in Mass Comm. My attendance reminds me that I have to reorient myself with the busy org life I once had in my first and second year in college. Those were preoccupations I felt fulfillment and happiness in (eghck, but true). [Photos are here]

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Last last weekend, my Film 114 groupmates and I shot our final project for the class. It had been quite some time since I took part in a shoot. It was the weekend before the elections and honestly for the longest time then, I barely felt like I was a film student after all.

I’ve been feeling quite disoriented and lost the past few days after losing the elections. I’m not depressed, really. I just never realized how lost it would make me feel.

See, for the past three years, I’ve gotten myself very busy with org work and student council activities. First year pa lang, I joined two organizations in Mass Comm and immersed myself in org life. The next year, I became an officer in both orgs. The next year, I got myself into the college’s student council. Now, I feel lost in a college I’m so attached to. I don’t know what to do now. I’m unsure what role I’ll play. I know there will be things in store for me. Perhaps I just didn’t prepare myself well enough about the prospect of losing that’s why I’m currently disoriented. Perhaps it’s time for me to go back to my orgs and my friends whom I’ve missed very much, and/or get myself busy with non-election STAND-UP work, and/or simply immerse myself in academic stuff and go home after my classes (LOL). I don’t know. Come what may.

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